it is no easy thing to find a friend along the way, i mean the friend whose smile extends, beyond a single day... who has a word of praise, for everything you do & when misfortune turns the tide, is still a friend to you. the kind of friend whose attitude is never dark or cold. but who is always loyal & who has a heart of gold.
-James J. Metcalfe


life is full of people who will make you laugh, cry, smile until your face hurts, and so happy that you think you'll burst. but the ones who leave their footprints on your soul are the ones that keep your life going.
-Nathalie Bernot

Sunday, August 14, 2005

ahh. this is frustrating. i'm so not going to cope.

apparently my aunt just called at 12 plus when i'm still sleeping. yes. i was still sleeping. woke up at 1pm? cause simply i have lack of sleep. must replenish them. anyway my aunt called and gave me the GREATEST news that i could have ever heard. i'm supposed to play a solo on the violin at her wedding. ahh. i volunteered to be the pianist in June but somehow i got to play the violin now. how great. i'm so going to pull fiona in. she HAVE to play the accompaniment for me. too bad. i sound mean but this is seriously very frustrating.

where am i going to find time to practice? i'll be like performing in front of a few hundred people? gosh. i'm so dead. this 2 weeks i'll be like super busy. cause we got to rush iap and zany parade. and then on 1st september i have my violin exam so i got to practice for that in this 2 weeks. i have my piano exam around mid of september i think. and in early october the final years. ahh. and only after that i got time to practice my piece for the wedding. eh wait. maybe i have my theory exam in november. ahh. i'm dead. very. i've got to be very hardworking from now on. yes i should. wahh.

and i still haven't done my mobile. and i got to study for geog. AND do geog project. wahh. help.

now i shall blog about yesterday! yayyness. so happy.

hmm. went for flag day early in the morning yesterday. we all were supposed to met at tampines mrt station at 7.15am. but somehow everyone was late. oh wells. can't help it. delia was the latest by the way and that's a good thing. cause we managed to settle money matters. wahaha. actually delia was very late. so we decided to go to macs at the bus interchange there and wait for her. and i was the first one to spot her. (: i have such good eyesight. anyway we ate our breakfast and walked to the library. we only managed to get bag for flag day at 9am? haha. so went around collecting and i almost fell asleep. me and shilbe practically walked around the whole of tampines. and my toes hurt. wahaha. in the end met li qin and poh yi. and they helped me! haha. i'm evil.

lena came to look for us at around 12? so we ended up sitting on the floor somewhere and chatted. and i ignored lena for half an hour. (: went back to return everything and off we went to plaza sing. met meng mei and jialing there. shared lunch with lena cause i was simply not hungry? and i was not in a good mood. but it was not bad either. i was just er..sad? nearly felt like bursting into tears at times. and poh yi kept asking whether i'm alright. haha. oh yes. lena too. was i really that not alright? (: and lena tried cheering me up? THANK YOU LENA! (:

so after a while i cheered up. cause she stopped replying for a while. and cause i was simply bullying kelly again. wahaha. so finished lunch and we changed out of our school uniforms. and we were all either in bright-coloured shirts or black and white. so cute. (: after that took mrt to city link. and we walked and walked and walked. haha. ohh. went to 37 degrees. then saw one skirt so nice. but but but didn't buy in the end. cause if i did i'll be like broke? now i still don't know what to wear for zany parade. then we went to mr pee shop. saw the family cups. yayy. but got to wait for cheryl to go and see first. wahaha.

went to six after that to see accessories? couldn't find nice anklets anyway. and i didn't like the one i bought in canada. hmm. apparently i still like the anklet that i lost. so found this necklace which is so nice. so me lena and shil bought it. decided so long. and shil even flipped a coin. many times that is. hmm. and now i'm kind of broke.

lena went home after that. oh yes. i kept saying i miss lena on the way to marina square. wahaha. met the others at the bowling centre. then went bowling. oh yes. kelly and li qin left halfway. because apparently it was delia's birthday yesterday and for the whole day we didn't say anything to her. so i guess she thought that we forgotten her birthday? haha. had a hard time keeping everything from her because simply kelly kept calling me. and screaming at the top of her voice. okay. so li qin and kelly left to buy cake and order pizza. we continued bowling. gosh. mei and delia bowl so well. must ask my sister teach me more. wahh. and oh yes. the guy that was interested in li qin! wahaha. we got free shoes because of that fact. wahaha.

after bowling we walked as slowly as we possibly could to esplanade. cause we told delia that we had to go to the library? and mei got to return her book. so yeah. kelly called halfway through and was screaming again. delia nearly found out. after much screeching from kelly we walked to the RIVERSIDE. not seaside my dear kelly. wahaha. and was walking and walking and walking, trying to find out which bush li qin and kelly was hiding in. and kelly was on the phone the whole time. and there! i was the only one who found where they were hiding. it was just so funny. nearly laughed until i get gastric. so we stopped somewhere and sat down. i nearly went deaf at that part. kelly screamed sit down into the phone at least 10 times. so we sat and waited. suddenly in the softest voice anyone could ever heard..came a happy birthday delia. and then we screamed happy birthday to delia too. (:

but delia didn't cry. how sad. haha. as she said, she was trying not to. but i guess that surprise was actually quite successful? so we cut the cake. and we ate with much difficulties. haha. no plate and no fork. and no napkins apparently. so they found tissue. wahaha. kelly left after that to join her parents for something. so sad. and the saddest thing was that kelly didn't suffer from my camera's flash. after the cake came the pizza! which li qin didn't allow me to eat until delia took the first piece. and i ate so much. gosh. i'm going to put on so much weight. then we ate and ate and chatted and chatted. then came my terrifying camera flash. haha. everyone claimed that they nearly went blind. i didn't. wahaha. shall put the photos up somewhere soon. was very funny. nearly died of laughing. so yeah. wahaha. and of course i look the sweetest in the photos! (: wahaha. i always look very sweet. hee. someone said it first, i think. haha.

we cleared up and started walking. sadly, shil and jialing had to leave. and we decided to go bowling again. so walked back to marina square. and in the end got to wait. in the end was too late, so we sat there waiting for mei's parents to arrive. i dozed off a few times. oh wells. i woke up at 6am in the morning you know. and it was like 11 plus at that time. then mei went to get popcorn. wahaha. weird woman. and her parents reached. and in the end her parents got to send each of us home. feel so bad. but it was supposed to be her parents dropping us at paya lebar mrt station. and obviously there was no train at that time as it was already past midnight? haha. and i was the first to reach home! (:

oh yes. my dad just got a new phone. not fair. nevermind. i shan't complain. cause mine is not even a year old. wahaha. oh no. i just spent so much time blogging. ahh. got to start on other stuff now. and of course load all the photos into the computer! yayyness.

okay. shall be off.
au revoir!

i love lena.
thank you lena.
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i shall be happy with my life. in fact, maybe i am.

vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!

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